May.

Name : Ratih Wulansari

Class  :X-B

May.

I'm going to tell 'bout what happened to me in May, May 2010.

Birthday. May 16th and May 20th were my Father and my little sister date of birth. Celebration? No, we didn't have any special celebration. We used to have it, but.. i've done a.. or maybe some terrible things about that month. So, it was better if we just made some new-age-wishes for my father and my 'lil sister. He is 50 years old right now, kinda old? Hahaha. I should be able to gave my father a very special gift on his half-of-century birthday, but like what i said before.. i've done some terrible things(poor me) And my 'lil sister is 13 years old right now, 2 years younger than me.

Therapy. I was and still a scolioser. Yes, i had a spine disorders. My backbone shaped like an S in reverse. It was still my long holiday, so that i've got many times to do this therapy thingy. I started with swim. My doctor said that swim would be a good therapy for me. After swim, i continued with 'restock'. Restock was a kind of therapy that required me to hanging on a pole and held it up to the minute. And unluckily i had to do that over, over, over, over, and ooover again. One more therapy, and also the most difficult one that i had to kept this simple words on my mind so that i would never feel tired, bored, or unregretful with all of those therapy :

"yes, i'm a scolioser. so what? scoliosis is a gift from God."

Expectations. I made a lot of expectation on May. I hoped that.... I hoped that...... I hoped that...... Yes, a lot of expectations. But then i've learnt that maybe some people's great quotes were right. "Undoubtedly expectations lead to dissapointment" What a great quotes. Eventough i wasn't good at making some great quotes like that, i believed that what i've been through has naturally given their own quotes to me. And from that quotes i also learnt that it was okay if we want to made some expectaions, but we just had no right to really make it happened. The God had. So do your best and also pray for what's best for you. 

That's it. May oh May. A lot of things happened to me. How did i feel? Everything, i felt everything. The happiness and also the pain.